ROLLBACK !
ROLL BACK !!! stupid maple. i trained for nothing.exp gone. they give 2x dunno for wad, for fun? give 2x liao then rollback.. then when i log in again... there were so many ppl scolding the GMs. flooding the whole textbox. LOL. take a look.

WTH la. SUCKS THAT JEFF. SUCKER. FKER. i already told ms tan our band teacher that im forced me to quit, and she already excused me from some practices and he STILL insists that i quit TOTALLY. WAD THE FK him.

i really hate him to the core. just 1 more month to SYF only and at least i'll have a testimonial rite and he just INSIST AND INSIST AND NAG NAG NAG and tell me to QUIT TOTALLY.

i don wanna scold those vulgar words but i just cant help myself. oh well. really cant help it.

I REALLY DON UNDERSTAND WADS WRONG WITH THAT JEFF LA. HE just make me SO IRRITATED. this morning talk on the phone he brag and brag and nag and nag for so long... like almost an hour can... keeing telling me to QUIT QUIT QUIT QUIT.

im "threatened" to quit the band ! still got who? that jeff la. He kept insisting that i quit band quit band quit band because he said that band is of NO USE if im studying music after A lvls. how true? i dont know.

im not coping well with my studies also. if i stay in band, i would have no time to practice piano and study. however, i really wish to at least participate in the SYF so that my testimonial wouldn't be so empty but i think i'll have no choice but to quit ba, since he's so insistant that i quit. He even brought me to sch and ask me to find n talk to the band teacher.sigh. i understand that because he is the one sponsoring all my lesson fees thats y he's so insistant but i feel that i cant make my own decision.

oh my gosh. jeff told me just now that his mum got lung cancer.

i really think that i cant make it for A lvls. Firstly, my GP is so lousy,i always fail so badly and although i know i need to read widely but i just cant. this fri is GP paper already.

the WORSE subject is my chinese lit !!! im not gd enough to take chi lit.ARGH. I don understand a thing in class. i don understand <<茶馆>>. i just don understand !!! i totally dunno anything abt 茶馆. I feel that theres to no1 to ask even if i dunno cuz if i tell my teacher i dunno anything,do u think she'll teach me everything from d start? n im not close to my chi class either. Its like 20 marks per question and i totally dunno how to shit out so many things.Even for d ones i understand,the best i got was just a pass,but overall i still fail.i've NEVER EVER PASS CHINESE LIT SINCE LAST YEAR, so how am i going to continue like this?

Somemore today just got back my maths complex numbers test. I ONLY got 1/15. SO PATHETIC. i don understand complex numbers loci la. i've been asking for help but no1 seems to help me...

haha... finally i decided to change my blogskin... =D

release of A level results
today is the day. today is the day of the release of A level results.

in the morning there was a group of SAF guys who came to sing accapenella(dunno how to spell) which really impressed us. there was 1 guy who was so pro ! he can make percussion effects with his mouth and sing at the same time ! wow !

then in the afternoon we witnessed our seniors receive their A level results. Mrs tan our principal said that last year's(2006) pjc batch has done very well ! in fact the BEST of all! so congrats to them ! ~ oh ya and there was this top student who got 7 distinctions ?! inhuman... and a student who had overcomed her physical disorders got AAB... wow im so touched T.T

Im SO disappointed with my a level chinese result. I was praying for an A but i got a B. anyway who cares B then be it... i don wanna retake anymore

WEEEE... just came back from Malaysia...went to my grandpa's house to bai nian... wahaha.. took LOTSA LOTSA PICS !!!



TERRIBLE traffic jam on sunday when we went in!! stuck there 4 almost an hour



LOL..i took a pic of a crow standing at the causeway


Scenery of the sea when our car passes by the road to my grandpa's hse..


the puppies are sooooooo CUTE !!! my 4th aunt took care of them..




Look @ the way they eat.. so adorable..wahaha


thats jeff on d left... duh.. so extra...


fire crackers...


Are fire crackers that scary?

haha my mother..


my 9th aunt n cousin.. covering their ears LOL!


air pollution



We went to the sea when it was HIGH TIDE... haha...


family!


Monday we went to the ZOO in Johor... haha.. so cheap only need to pay RM 2.00

2 birds


still 2 birds


i got a chance to take a closer view of it.It has a HUGE beak n webbed feet. HAHA.


pictures of other animals i took in the zoo... hahaha

eww... tiger... so scary


cold blooded animal.. lol


O.O this otter's sleeping so soundly... it must be saying *DONT DISTURB ME*


dunno wad kind of birds.. haha


deers i suppose ?








my cousin was feeding them... haha


pictures we took in the zoo =)








YEAH I NOE I'M STILL SKINNY AS EVER !! HAHAHAHAHAHA...


~ THE END ~

I REALLY CANT STAND IT LA. THAT MOUTH OF MY MOTHER'S JUST CANT STOP MOVING. she has been nagging non stop since morning can. nag nag nag nag non stop one, until now her mouth still moving. when will her mouth stop moving??!!Chinese new year still nag. Ruin ALL our moods. CHINESE NEW YEAR ALSO CANT LET ME HAVE PEACE.

I feel my parents very.......... they can never let me play computer in peace one leh.. i can never play in peace. once they see me playing they will nag nag nag non stop so no choice i can only play when they are not at home

the whole house don even have peace celebrate chinese new year for wad?

finally peace..
Finally i told my parents in details abt jeff always telling me to do this do that..

yesterday as usual... jeff keeps calling me 5 or 6 times a day commanding me to do what he wants me to do. At night when my phone rang again, i think i really couldnt take it and i angrily picked up the phone and shouted "CAN U STOP CALLING ME!!!" then i hanged up and slammed the phone. Although he said to me " CAN U DON SHOUT AT ME LIKE THAT" but i still hanged up the phone. haha. cuz i was really too frustrated. wow that was the first time i was so angry..mayb i've hurt him but i wanna let him know i really cant take it.

After that he talked to my parents and things have gotten better for now. at least for now. he told me he wont call me so many times a day and he wont ask me do so many things anymore.

things have FINALLY gotten better... but i dunno how long will it last, is it only temporary? or will he go back to his old ways again? who knows ?

feeling sick... =(

WHATS WRONG ???
why is my life so miserable everyday? why do i feel like this? i dont want to feel like this everyday. CANT THAT JEFF JUST DONT CALL ME FOR 1 DAY? JUST FOR 1 DAY. I XIE TIAN XIE DI ALREADY.

I really dunno wad will happen to me if this goes on. im like going crazy almost everyday and so often, and freak out and break down.

Early in the morning my mood always got ruined his calls . Nowadays my mood is always very bad, i always shout to my parents when talking to them and i did not purposely speak to them like that. i really had fear when my handphone start to ring because most of the time its always him calling me. Now he even start calling me gan nu er this gan nu er that la... *PUKES* *VOMITS* *HAIR STANDS*

when will this miserable life of mine end...